4.17.2014: I don’t even hate what you did to me.
Catherine’s Royal Tour Fashion Diary: New Zealand 2014
You looked at me and said “I’m just going to have dinner with her, it doesn’t mean anything”.
But then you spent the night at her house and you didn’t call the next morning and I knew in that moment that I’d lost you. I had been waiting for you to let me down, to let me go, and finally it had happened.
And even though I had expected it, the pain was no less searing than if I hadn’t.